The Haunting of Hill House~Shirley Jackson

I’m not sure where to start with this one! Back in the 90’s I watched the film The Haunting (with Catherine Zeta-Jones and Owen Wilson) and at the time it really spooked me (I was barely a teenager and afraid of my own shadow so dumb move watching it really!) then many years later, Netflix release their series in time for Halloween and my colleague at work was enthralled by it- so I just had to give it a go and I was riveted! I jumped, squealed and even fell off the sofa at one point? But loved the series!

But how did I get on with the book? Well, I think I expected it to be different somehow. As soon as I started reading it, it clicked that The Haunting was based on the book (excuse me for being slow, but I didn’t know about that until this point) and I was really interested to see where it went. The book is written with a fairly “old style” of speech; I don’t know how to put it, but in my head some of the sentences didn’t quite seem to flow or make much sense, BUT that’ll likely be because Jackson was born in 1916 and the use of language was far different back then.

I did find the book was riveting and interesting with the descriptions being really good, however it wasn’t as scary a read as I anticipated (thanks for that Netflix!) although it was enjoyable and I wasn’t able to put it down (I read it in less than a week) and I’m so interested to read Jackson’s earlier works (mostly her first printed piece “The Lottery” which was met with utter disdain- makes me want to read it all the more!)

But honestly, what an imagination! It’s great to discover a horror writer from the much earlier generation of authors!

Pet Semetary~Stephen King

As part of the Read By Spooktober hashtag that’s going around Instagram among the book lovers and horror fans, Pet Sematary is the first of three spooky reads for the month of October. Having never seen either the original film or remake, I quite excited to read the novel, especially as Stephen King has inspired so many wonderful works of the horror genre. And with this particular title, I’m stuck on the fence with a verdict. I liked it, then I was bored by it, and then I was scared by it.

My first thought was that the book has a fair few pages (466 to be exact) but isn’t one of King’s longest (The Dark Tower series are exceptionally hefty in page number) nor is it one of his shorter novels (The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon is what you would call a “general size”) so was looking forward to having a book that would last a little longer than my favourite (Misery) and meant being caught up in the terror a little longer.

My second thought was about how this novel would end-I have found in previous works that it’s as if King has invested so much of his creativity and imagination in to his characters and the atmosphere that he gets tired or simply bored and decides to end the book abruptly and without much of a process (The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon being the main one that springs to mind without giving away too much). So I did become a little concerned that I would invest myself in to the story and be left disappointed.

Reading Pet Sematary gave me a third thought that really stuck in my head the further in to the book I went (no need to panic just yet at the sudden influx of thoughts! I promise!) and this is a thought I’m sure not a great many King fans will agree with and that is this- when does it get scary?

Stephen King is known for being the most iconic master of terror and horror, yet this book is more of a thought-provoking-scare than an all out I’ll-have-nightmares-forever type (still not having seen the films I can’t compare them, but with the horror film genre in general I personally do believe that it’s mainly what you don’t see that’s the scariest bit as your brain picks up the sounds and clever musical score and allows your imagination to run further and further in to those dark and frightening places). Don’t get me wrong, I have had nightmares after reading a book (The Shining being one of two so far) but this won’t be one of them.

As far as the idea goes, it’s very good and was written in the 80’s so King’s writing style has changed and developed since being published, and it was enjoyable but 3/4 of the way through I did get a little bored (don’t shoot me down! Please!) but the last few chapters for me were written in that iconic and well known scary style that we all know and love. The beginning was nice (horror and nice don’t seem to go well together, but it really was!) and the scene was set for Louis and his lovely family to make the move to this whole new town and met Jud and Norma who become like family. I do believe that Jud had good intentions when he took Louis to the MicMac burial ground, but there are things that are unsaid until the end, like the “pull of the place” and left me wondering if Jud felt the continual pull after taking Spot up there in the same way that Louis did when he went up for a third time with Rachel (third time lucky? I really hope so but I do doubt it).

I found that the faster paced chapters were the final ones where Louis goes to the burial grounds alone with Gage and sees and hears the things that were dismissed by Jud and Loons and St Elmo’s Fire, which then take on a sinister and frightening form. Then the attacks on Jud and Rachel as well as Louis was graphic and horrible (in the sense that it was an awful thing and not horribly written) and I know this is the part of the films that would scare the socks right off me! Children in horror are creepy at the best of times but newly un-dead children with the voices of adults is an entirely different ball game and is terror-inducing on every level (the style we know and love right there!) and being a parent myself to a small child who likes to stand in front of the night light on the landing in silence, I can safely say that this is the part of the book that will stay with me!

I really had never given Pet Sematary a second glance because I really thought it was about being haunted by animals and nothing else, and no-I never did ever pick up a copy or ask what it was about because the title told me all I thought I needed to know (lesson learnt), but I am glad it was on the list for Spooktober and I would recommend it as a read for darker evenings or as a though provoker (would you really bring back your most dearly beloved? How far would you truly be prepared to go?) and it’s a good book club choice purely for that reason (in my eyes). If it’s a book on your bucket list then definitely read it ASAP, it is worth the time, but if it’s on your list as one of King’s better reads I would say consider The Shining, It and The Outsider.

Follow Me To Ground~Sue Rainsford

Do you ever finish a book and think “what have I just read?” Because that’s exactly the effect that Follow Me To Ground has had on me! While perusing Goodreads reviews, I noted that many reviews mentioned how spooky and unnerving the book was, but I’m wondering if I’ve missed something?

Ada was not born of this world but was made and born from the Ground, as her father was, and is not quite human in the respect that she ages ever so slowly, has the ability to heal people and actually has to grow her genitalia when she meets her “one”. He father disapproves as he says the young man in question is sick and “sick is sick” but can’t be healed. Also her father turns in to an unspecified beast of an evening and hunts animals.

The descriptions of the healings are intense and vivid, not at all for the faint hearted, which I did enjoy as I do like a bit of gore in my horror novels, however the layout of this book struck me as odd; instead of speech marks when characters are talking, the speech is hyphenated. Something I couldn’t quite figure out, but just went along with it as I thought that was just me being pedantic and picky. The breaks between chapters, I guess you would call them, are from the villagers points of view and are focused on Ada and her father and what they do. You’re able to build up a picture of what the village thinks of these odd two and that is that some villagers believe in them and are appreciative of their healings, while others believe them to be an oddity and a pair to avoid at all costs.

The ending was also an oddity in itself; Ada’s human lover (whom she gave a good old push to and left him to the Ground so he could rise to be more like her) had a child with his sister and years down the line, the sister dies and the baby who is now a grown man comes calling on Ada to learn about the fate of his father. And here the book ends; with the son walking in to the garden where I assume the lover is rising, or has risen, from the Ground and the son’s life is now at risk.

The cover is beautiful and I had high hopes for this short story (195 pages makes it the perfect quick read) but on the whole I just didn’t “get” it. Critics write it’s a book of beauty and horror, and unlike anything else you’ll read, so I really feel like I’m missing the point here. It’s something I think I’ll have to pick up again later down the line and re-read, but I’m sure it would be a wonderful title for a book club as it’s something a set of people can work out together. But in my eyes in the first instance, sadly, it’s a bit of a miss for me, but I’m sure there are plenty who will appreciate it.

The Year of the Witching~Alexis Henderson

I first saw this book while scrolling through Instagram And came across a post by the author showing the UK and the US covers side by side, and then that was it-I was drawn in and hooked on both of the cover pictures and I needed to own this book and to read it.

At first I felt let down and disappointed- the plot felt slow and like there was something missing, but I kept reading thinking “it’ll all be in the next chapter” not really knowing what “it” actually was. And then at chapter 15 there “it” was! That feeling of becoming so invested in the plot that you’ve been sucked in and are watching it play out around you as if you’re there submerged in the story. It became hard to put down and with heavy eyelids I reluctantly went to sleep, clock-watching during those pesky waking hours when I couldn’t just sit and read.

The characters seemed so much stronger from this point in the book, and the thinking and relationships seemed so much more real and worked on (if that makes any sense at all!) that they just seemed to sit so well in support with the plot.

I loved the forces of good and evil, the light and the darkness! At times I often caught myself wondering, and hoping, that the Dark Wood was actually a good place that had been shunned by men wanting to take power from women and run the show themselves (sounds like good old politics to me) and kept waiting for Immanuelle to become at one with the witches and ride in to Bethel on a chariot of clouds and flowers and strike down the Prophet and reign in peace with the Poole loving and working for a better future side by side with the witches BUT obviously a with name like Lilith, one isn’t likely to be a misunderstood malevolent witch spirit who wants to make friends and braid the hair of the village maidens, no matter how much you wish it so. But I was so glad when Immanuele and Ezra fought hard for the peace and enlightenment that their people should have and very much needed, and I’m so glad she decided to take the higher road in the end and not shed more blood.

The author writes that she grew up with stories of good against evil and I can see why she was driven to create this novel. It’s well written, well structured and does actually make you think about how religion and the politics around it actually play a part in our own world and daily living.

This was good read but would make an amazing film adaptation! I can literally imagine the special effects of the end chapters being especially gruesome and wickedly good! I do recommend to anyone who loves a good witch hunt though!

The Binding~Bridget Collins

I think today I will start my review with a question-it feels appropriate somehow to me.

If you could have memories of your choosing taken from you and kept in a book hidden for the rest of your life, would you?

This book has got me thinking about what memories I’d want to “bind” and never have any knowledge of. Certainly there are things I have lived through as a younger person that I would ensure no other young person lives through or with, I feel that’s part of my maternal instinct as well as my experiences of the fall out of a situation, so I would keep those memories as they mould the way I steer my family and life in the future and how I guide them. However, the present day version of myself (who is having a bit of a rollercoaster of an emotional and bad time right now) would rather “bind” the pain that comes with living and learning through these situations; I know if I were to forget one thing it would likely have a knock-in effect on something else, so getting rid of the pain would be of more benefit to me personally.

Now The Binding sees a young lad being taken for an apprenticeship after a spell of severe illness that he believes has frightened his family and made him weak in their eyes. He goes to a strange old woman and is introduced to the trade of binding memories, this woman passes on so he is taken to continue his apprenticeship with her son (so he says) and discovers he himself has been bound.

Once Emmett releases (or unbinds) his memories held within his own book, troubles seem to begin as he pieces together that series of events that were let loose.

Emmett goes on to release the memories (or unbind) of the boy who was the cause of requirement to be bound in the first place (does this make sense?) and then we have the end.

The book starts with the lead-up to the apprenticeship, the recovered memories and the main bulk of the chapters are the bound memories being set free. The latter part of the book is the fall-out, where the second main character, Lucian Darnay, comes in to his own and we follow his life right up until the moments after his memories are returned to him.

Sounds complicated, and does start pretty slow BUT it is a book you need to stick with. It will honestly have you questioning yourself if you were given the option of binding (hence the review starting with a question to myself rather than getting stuck right in!).

What makes this read more accessible is the layout: there are three parts so you feel like you’re able to take a step back and digest what information you’ve been given and can accurately place yourself along the timeline.

Well written for a first adult novel, and well put together. I recommend this read and I look forward to seeing what Collins does next!

Trafficked: The Diary of a Sex Slave~Sibel Hodge

Having need a fan of Hodge’s crime thrillers, I decided to explore the other titles and genres she has written, and Trafficked is a novella based on the accounts of trafficked women and has placed itself firmly within the Top 40 Books About Human Rights by Accredited Online Colleges. It will change what you think you know about sex trafficking forever.

The heroine of this tale is Selena, and like many trafficked women, she believed she was heading to a better life in order to lay the foundations for her future so her family could join her. And with her closest and oldest friend assisting her then it was surely a safe move, right?

Sadly Elena found herself in a brothel and when she made the brave effort to escape, the brothel owners caught up with her and sold her. She was then moved to the UK and made to work in a massage parlour. Elena had stunning good looks and was used to sell sex to wealthy men. Very, very luckily for Elena, she had one client who wanted comfort only and they built up such a rapport and trust that he helped her to escape.

It was a beautiful ending for Elena’s tale, with her daughter coming to be with her and the friendship she built with her helper remaining in place, but sadly not all stories end like this; the estimated number of people trafficked across boarders stands at 800,000 a year and many of these people die in transit or shortly upon arrival of one of many destinations. These people are beaten, raped, starved and have no freedom or hope.

This novella I read in one sitting and was so deeply disturbed by the information I was processing that it broke my heart and I had to go and check on my own sleeping child. one of the lines Elena says raises the question of would the men raping her and paying for sex with her feel if it were happening to their daughters, wives and sisters? Something that will never leave me is that question.

I would absolutely recommend this book to everyone as an informative read; it’s fiction but based on truth and very realistic and wide spread problem. Everyone needs to be informed an educated in this matter and I urge everyone to read it.

A distressing subject but approached very well by a fantastic author who has clearly put her heart and soul in to this. Hodge has blown me away once again with her sense of empathy and justice which has clearly been the driving point of having this subject put out further in to the world for our awareness. Very well done.

The Other Wife ~ Claire McGowen

Literally started reading this at 8pm Sunday and finished 11pm Tuesday! I have loved every page! The second book of Clare McGowen’s I’ve read and I actually know I’m going to read and enjoy more of her books. The best read of 2020 so far!

This also had a plot twist BUT pretty much a happy and satisfying ending and a lot different to the previous book I read (What You Did) and also a lot easier to take in.

The main focus of this book is coercive behaviour and emotional abuse (or gaslighting for a more common word) of two women in two different marriages. Obviously there’s a death (or is there?) or two but also a birth and a lot of mind-manipulation which is enough to get you wondering if this poor woman is going crazy and if she isn’t then who is doing these things; the husband, the neighbour or the wronged one night stand?

I highly recommend this book to anyone who wants a good mystery/thriller and also to anyone who isn’t quite sure of their own understanding of coercive behaviour and control. It makes for an interesting read and leaves you with a lot of questions about the behaviours of people in your own life.

The Family Upstairs~Lisa Jewell

Where do I begin? Wealthy Chelsea family end up living within a commune in their own home and eventually find themselves surrendering their powers as the matriarch and patriarch of the family as well as their personal and household items of value. They live a “simpler” life under the guidance of David, only life isn’t so simple and his guidance is actually frighteningly controlling and violent when things aren’t going according to his will. Miracle births and tragic deaths among karma unfold through the trips back time as one of this missing children, now and adult in the present day, lead us through their sorry life and sad tale.

I’d love to say there was a hoot ending, but I’m not completely sure it’s meant to leave us feeling comfortable or as if this is the quote before the storm really hits! If this were adapted to television as a series, there would most definitely be a follow up series! So I do anticipate that this will be the case in the future, and very much look forward to it!

This is the second of Jewell’s titles I have read (the previous being The House We Grew Up In) and I’m seeing a pattern in writing style; starts off slow but progresses quickly enough to reel you in but not so quick as to leave you bored and guessing the next moves of the characters. The chapter styles are the same with chapters from the past tense but mostly written in the present, with the two timelines coinciding perfectly as the end of the book draws near.

There were parts of this book that left me shocked and some that left me nearly in tears, but it never left me bored. I will most definitely be adding more of Jewl’s titles to my ever expanding TBR list!

Where The Memories Lie ~ Sibel Hodge

another 10/10 read from this crazy talented lady 💖

The story line is a confession amidst Alzheimer’s disease, an ending of a life in an unexpected way, and not one but MANY changes of direction when it comes to the perpetrator! Half way through, I thought I had it all worked out, then changed my mind, then 3/4 of the way through I was utterly adamant I had it all solved. Close to the end, I realised I was so off the mark and did not expect that twist, or what happened next!

I was gripped!

I will admit that my favourite books from Hodge are the Detective Carter books and the follow up series Becky Harris books (I’m impatiently waiting for the next instalment of “the Becky Books” 💖) and I’ve read several of her novels now and I find the subjects are always highly and thoroughly researched and put together in a way that, even with a change of narrative or writing style, they just flow so well. The descriptions of people and atmospheres have you feeling like it’s playing out all around you and the plots just get you hooked right away.

If you’ve not yet read one of her books, you seriously need to!

Some Kind of Wonderful~Giovanna Fletcher

I picked up this book in an Aldi special buy months ago, and begun reading it a few weeks after placing it on my book trolley. I did enjoy it, but as my own personal life took a total turn in the opposite direction I was used to, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to carry on reading a romance novel, but I stuck to it and I can safely say I’m glad I did, because it’s not really a romance novel but more a “picking-yourself-up-after-romance-has-ended” type of novel and it turns out that’s exactly what I needed at that moment.

Some Kind of Wonderful starts with Lizzy eagerly awaiting a proposal from Ian (the boyfriend of 10 years) who goes to propose but ends up drunkenly waving a ring in her face while dumping her on the last night of their holiday. So obviously, heart broken Lizzy returns to their flat, grabs what she can and returns to her childhood home and attempts to piece her life back together and learn who she is. Lizzy also has to contend with her heavily pregnant and hormonal sister, a revelation from her dad, a new job opportunity as well as a perspective suitor and life-long single mate becoming one of those settled types of loved-up people.

Sounds like she has a lot on her plate, but Lizzy bosses it and discovers what she wants from life and takes herself off on an adventure of a lifetime instead; we don’t see this adventure as the book ends but the epilogue on the last page show us Lizzy returning and walking back in to her life.

I would have loved a longer epilogue where we learn a few of the life lessons Lizzy has faced, but I suppose that could easily be a story for another day-followed by her fresh start upon her return. On the whole I did enjoy this book! I would have adored it some years ago when I was avidly reading nothing but chick-lit (Jane Green and Sophie Kinsella being my most favoured authors of light hearted fiction) and it was a nice break from the crime thrillers I’ve been hooked on this year. It actually showed me that there’s always a little bit of light at the end of the tunnel and who you were is not necessarily who you’re meant to be. I really recommend this book to anyone needing a quick read of a relatable character.